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JOE BLACKIt's my fortune to meet you... September 05 忘却的曾经
Sometimes,I want to walk up in the morning without angthing ,without my memory, I'm gonna start my new life ! I'd like to find somewhere like a hospotal to delete you in my mind! 你是否尝试过暗恋或者失恋的滋味？暗恋一个人的时候，你满脑子充满了他(她)的影子，游离而缥缈，使你梦想着伸手触摸却又措手不及。其实，再多的影子，你暗恋的也只是你心中的他(她)，像本片起中一张海报上说的“你真的懂我吗？”。答案是不，你暗恋着的，只是你脑海里关于她的影子罢了。 重生 Wake me up!!!!! 2007.2 As time goes by.................... And when two lovers woo Moonlight and love songs Well, it's still the same old story The world will always welcome lovers
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett I have been living with a shadow overhead 重坠爱河 我活在阴影之下 我把所有的希望和梦想藏起来 我只要重新找到爱的感觉 我留心观察然而繁星不愿发亮 我一直寻找着让我发光的人 我只要找到重新爱的感觉 有时候我不确定它是不是真的 我只要重新找到爱的感觉 I can only be a kid for 21 days.....
a spcial day......for us Step two-------------Done Forest is happy,So am I 世界上最巧喝的,不是我们偶然相遇,而是--必然相遇! What could i say---Magic Not just kids any more I'am really not good at guessing ,so please stop playing me 2007.8.6 17.00
Summer has come and passed
Tell me your secrets Nobody said it was easy, I was just guessing at home and net, And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me,
I'm going back to the start.!!!!!!!! 2007.9.2 2007.9.23 2007.10.17 20:35 2007.12.29 21:11 2007.12.31 23:30 At this moment, i just want to pray quietly : And in the end ,i wanna say : Good night and Good luck ~ August 27 关于朋友的一点体会有些人,你曾经煞费苦心想要和他(她)成为朋友,到头来却离你而去. 的确,能够相识是缘分, 但是,仅此而已. 还有些人,短暂的几次交往便可以成为挚友, 不经意间,他们产生了默契. 因为他们的心可以交流, 因为他们互相能够理解, 因为他们更懂得珍惜这来之不易的缘分. 有时候,不要刻意去追求什么,也许那些并不值得. 至于我,会坚定的去做后者. 不想让自己失望.更不想让别人失望. August 25 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 8 The End(写于8月24日夜)最近写下这些浅薄的文字,无非是想计算时日,等待这终究会到来的一天.
北京奥运会结束了,十几亿中华儿女百年来的梦想也终于画上了圆满的句号. 问下次北京奥运,将会是何年? 忙碌之中,24日----作为志愿者的最后一日----悄然已致 天灰蒙蒙的,冷清的很,场馆内又恢复到刚来时的那种寂静,一个人走在冷清之中,没有一点刚来时的兴奋于好奇. 志愿者们走了大半,偶尔见到几个志愿者或工作人员在合影留念. 办公室里很多人换上了便装,显出如释重负的神色. 一整天,除了拍照,没干什么事儿. 带着阮和琳转了转曾经给我印象深刻的地方,谈笑间,冷清之感灰飞烟灭,
却时光流逝....... 奥帆志愿之旅,已到尽头. 忘不了第一天来的生涩好奇和狂风暴雨; 忘不了第一次完成工作后的那份欣喜: 忘不了圣火传递自己举的第193号标牌; 忘不了主运行餐厅的温馨和运动员中心的热闹; 忘不了烈日之下穿梭各个场馆间办证,搬运围挡; 忘不了办公室里伙计们一起说说笑笑,拉帘睡觉; 忘不了健哥,飞哥,皓哥,管公,思宁,姜哥和其他工程部的战友们; 忘不了阮,琳,侃哥,翰中,乾...新结识的好朋友; 忘不了每天早晨精疲力尽得爬起来上班; 忘不了多次深夜里漫步海边的逍遥; 忘不了为游客指路讲解的开心; 忘不了闭幕式演出上镜的自豪......... 感觉它们似乎就发生在昨天,却再也无法触摸它们哪怕一次 可是,我并非容易感伤,更不是过度感性之辈..... 下班收拾收拾东西,背上腰包,戴上耳机,最后对着镜子自照了一张作为留念 迈出奥帆基地的一瞬,我驻足回望:奥帆基地又变得像原来一样美丽,和夕阳衬托下的天空浑然一体,完美无瑕~! 我不尽一笑,Ipod迅速转到此时最能代表心情的这首歌(直到世界的尽头---灌篮高手), 伴随着歌曲的鼓点,大步迈向,新的征程. So this is my story,
as a Olympic Volunteer , thanks for having read my story, until the last word. The End
August 24 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 7 漫步于舞台&街头(写于8月23日夜)还算充实的一天,很多事情都是第一次做,充满着兴奋于欣喜...
闭幕式演出顺利结束,和两位好朋友漫步于夜空下的街头,了结了最后两件在奥帆志愿期间如果不做将终生后悔的事.........而这些,即将成为永恒的回忆
明天,理论上是志愿的最后一天,无需太兴奋,无需太悲伤, 像往常一样,尽心尽力,不留遗憾,胜利收场.
August 23 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 6 惨淡&充实.写于8月22日
1. 终于回家了..... 像费尔普斯那样再次打破了晚上回家的时间记录 上午,乌云满天,冷冷清清,凄凄惨惨,有种收拾行李走人的感觉,写工作总结只完成了题目,却不知道题目之下的空白究竟是因为这些日子发生得太少还是太多...... 下午,骄阳似火,忙忙碌碌,热热闹闹,在天泰体育场参加闭幕式节目彩排,从一点到晚上11点没有休息过.几乎12点到家 有一点点后悔前两天头脑一时发热报了这个闭幕式志愿者合唱,因为合唱改成了在开场 退场,志愿者跑跑龙套..很多人都离开了,150人悄然剩下70余人. 累得再也没心情吃盒饭. 灯光很美, 布满黑夜. 有个奥帆主题的节目音乐配得还比较令人振奋. 结识了美国来的志愿者Derik几姐个美媚志愿者姐,聊得很开心 有些明星来到现场,很多人奔去拍照, 但对于我,什么 花儿,飞儿 ; 猫儿,猪儿,没有什么区别. 尽管志愿者部的老大同情我们这帮可怜的志愿者明天可以下午再来上班,但我却决定一切照旧, 7点40 毕竟和办公室里的兄弟们一起相处的日子还能有几天? 也许23日闭幕,烟消云散........ 明晚8点青岛台直播青岛也许是唯一的一次奥运闭幕式, 不管是出于关心奥帆还是来瞅瞅我,都希望大家能够多多捧场~ 2 I know u are strong,smart and beautiful , But sometimes, u are just as normal as me. I am grad to meet u, But we won't stey toghther forever. I will miss u these days, But not for long. bye,tomorrow... August 20 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 5 Once,Innocent Once, happy.Coming here,I've met lot's of new people, some real good guys.
Also ,i've found many old friends, and some of them i just knew their name , once . But now, we are friends again~! We get along with each other very easy . I really wish that we could stay together ,4ever. 奥帆结束在即,除了工作带来的劳累和夏日带来的烦躁,工多的是结束之前的不舍. 一个多月了,从没有感觉这么快乐,你们带给我的快乐..... 明天,是青岛奥帆赛赛程的最后一天,大后天,奥帆闭幕. 眼看着那一天的到来,然后结束,像落入深渊的宝物,看着它一点一点坠落,却无能为力. 曾经多少次期盼这一天早点到来,而今,我无言............................................................. 只想曾经能像这些省略号一样延续下去,日子却像这些省略号一样悄然而逝. 剩下的日子,活动全参加,一个也不能落! 今天接待了4位老同学: 两个博文,玉纬,佳. 几年不见,大家都长大了.经过高考的洗礼,大家又都成熟了许多... 往事与现实之间,又找到大家曾经天真的笑容..:) 路还长,我们更还年轻. To all of us,Good luck~ We'll all have a bright future ! Someone close to me has just picked up his old story .
God bless you two guys. Just be happy.
To be a free man, I feel easy.
But don't be like me, live your own life ...
August 18 once &happy那种默契,已然消逝.
那份曾经,荡然无存.
I don't wanna make the same mistake
Pack your f-----g luggage and go away
And don't need to make two person angry,
just me ,enough!
Though it's not my fault.
I've done my best. August 06 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 4 崩溃边缘,I relived.In the light of night, I ,get out of the car, walking back home.
ThoughIt's 10 o'clock, with the dark sky,and my dark shadow under the street lamp,I don't feel tired any more.
Actually,now i am high,really really,HIGH .......
离奥运越来越近了,天气也越来越可爱了.
早晨起来,身子好像散架一般,因为前几天真的累了,心累了.
硬着头皮挣扎起来啃了一小口面包就走了.(相当于没吃)
相对前几天,今日又忙起来了,就因为夏市长一句"今天六点视察工作"
其实忙碌起来到挺好的,就是走路都摇摇晃晃的,好像一头就要栽倒,很难想象一上午步行穿梭于主运行和主题公园之间4五趟.
防晒裹上了,墨镜挂上了,感觉更热了..
一整天迷迷糊糊的,就记得在不停地走路,搬东西,晒太阳.
从早晨进办公室放下东西出来,再也没有感受着屋里的空调,今天是头一次,
给我的感觉,随时会晕倒,随时会崩溃..
加班(六点下班),这是一定的,领导都来了,能走吗!
吃罢饭,返回开幕式(8月九号青岛奥运开幕式,大家一定不要错过)现场干活,
由我开车(电瓶),呵呵,不能白学了呀,偶尔小试身手...
夜色很美,尤其从基地那儿回望青岛的海岸....感觉不那么累了..
8点半了,开幕式彩排达到了第一个小高潮,我们再舞台后搬东西也到了体力的极限.好在有十分动感的音乐,自己竟搬的更带劲儿了,后来干脆跑着搬运,
好像地站在崩溃的边缘,却享受这种刺激的快感,有点工作狂,呵呵.
9点半有幸看了最后点燃圣火的那一刻(正式那天铁定进不来了),伴随着激动人心的音乐,整个现场都沸腾了.
呵呵,顺便说一句,点圣火竟然放<空中监狱>的音乐(也许别人不会发觉,对于我嘛,小意思), 未免有些不合适,而准备不足吧....
下车刚好10点,呵呵,时间上又破纪录了. . .
I walk the lonely road, still over excited,and crazy .
戴上耳机,向海边走去.
Don 't feel tired any more.
一步步走向只属于我的静谧和黑暗.
一首Radiohead的迷幻,一首黑客帝国里的死亡金属, 一首萨克斯曲,再来一首Jazz....
一口气喊完James Blunt 的三步曲(Hihg, You Are Beautiful, 1973) ,跟着Wake me up when September ends里第二段的鼓摇头晃脑一顿,再来个怀旧的As long as you love,
好久没有神道发疯一次了..
这些天.真的很烦人啊 更确切的说,是崩溃.
I know,I refused a friend's ture love and made her sad.
I know,I doubted another good friend and made that guy worried.
I know,I did a lot of bad things to many friends of mine ago...
These all made me sad, sleepless and crazy.!! I really can't stand , I just want to say ,I'm sorry.
Please god,please all of you , forgive me . I need all of u . I will be a better man.
you, you ,and you ...... Best wishes.
our Olympic , best wishes.
August 03 回首Once looking back,I could see nothing.
maybe that's true,although i don't wonna let this happen.. I should have written this the day before yesterday.I will keep your little secrets and never tell anyone. (So this page is the proof^_^) July 29 Birthday Good day , Bad day, I couldn't get it, But i could feel my tear in my eyes .. Nothing should be understood, You should just trust them . July 25 a little poem for my best friend To carpe diem , To enjoy life . Maybe today's sunshine is beautiful, But yesterday's rain was nicer. One should wait for a chance, One should make a chance,either. To carpe diem, And be my~self. Walk my way, Reach my goal. Real relationship, Real life, Real enjoyment, Real memory, Really happy, Really thankful, Really unforgetable, Really pure. Never doubt this way i chose, Because both sides will walk ,for-ever. Don't need to say more words, beacuse the most valuable part , is in our deep heart. (Write these to remember a happy time and my best friend) July 21 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 3 无题 1---圣火顺利传递
2---工作全面"升级"
3---难得正点下班, "J" 计划今日落空
1
Remember what i've said before? you should waiting for the sunshine?
That really works!
今天.二〇〇八年七月二十一日,久违的阳光神奇地出现,不仅点燃了奥运圣火,照干了大地,更唤起了青岛800万民众乃至整个中华儿女心中的爱国心.
有幸参加火炬传递的一部分(作为坐标摆牌),亲眼看见195号火炬手(威海曲波,不是踢球那个)手中火炬上的(货真价实)的祥云图案,亲眼见证火炬交接的瞬间,熊熊的烈火早已在心中升起.........
站立等待的3小时里,感到的是前所未有的兴奋,与光荣.(还有麻木).
中国加油!奥运加油! 身后不断传来震耳的口号声,竟忍不住跟着一起吆喝起来,好不开心.
身后的保卫成了我的保镖(一位酒肚叔"热情地"我开玩笑,我回以笑脸,很不自在*_*),敲锣打鼓的大妈们各个耐力十足,从不给我们放松的机会,许多市民趁民警防范疏忽时出来和我拍照,什么时候变成焦点了^ ^?
待圣火远去,大伙一下子冲出重围(围栏),使出被4个小时"压制"积累下的火气,冲上街道,家!
我迷失在人海中,穿着罕见的蓝色制服(人们大多数白,红,黄),踏向归途之路----奥帆中心(对了,我站在海天)
火爆&激情
2 志愿干了第三天,不仅比较入门,而且终于搞清楚了工程部的终极职能!
看一下我工作的工具和场地:
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以前总以为工程设计经理的助理(我的职位)这名还挺好,恍然发现原来我是包工头助理啊!!(包工头竟也有助理?)
后来工头干脆闪人,让我和师傅们待了一下午,呵呵,尝尝当工头的感觉蛮好
3.
实在不明白工作量最大的工程部人员为什么最少! 6点点准时下班简直是奢望.
这么,都六点了办公室里没有一点儿想要下班的迹象,好让我出去办特殊物品进入证,(银粉,What's that?)
回来挺快,却发现办公室里的其他同志全部消失---问一下工头,竟回家矣!
不敢相信,这么早,却这么突然, 以至根本无法实施 J" 计划,实在可惜.所剩时日不多,希望计划顺利进行...:)
办公室又来了个新的志愿者 ,稚嫩的很,
仿佛看到了自己当初的影子,露出慧心一笑
又是忙碌的一天,感觉,没什么不好.
July 20 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 2 今生有幸遇见胡总书记,万众一心冲刺火炬传递You shuold always be wishfully to see the sunshine of tomorrow ,because life is always full of surprises which are waiting for u.
10点突然被他们叫到楼下,那里已经聚集了许多人,QTV,CCTV和所有中运行中心的领导及我们这些下手.
大家站得很整齐,很匆忙,互相议论者那个即将出现的X-man究竟是何方领导.
几拿着对讲机的伙计出来了,紧接着是臧爱民开路,那个电视上经常出现的面孔露面了-----竟然是-----敬爱的胡锦涛总书记!
what a surprise! I can't even believe my eyes!
热烈的鼓掌声中,总书记走的很慢,面容很慈祥,直到上来与第一排的青岛奥帆委领导亲切握手,与站在第二排的我仅隔不到1米半时,我才发现:这果然是总书记啊!而且握手地姿势和电视上一模一样!
涛哥郑重地说:"同志们,你们辛苦了!",接着又是雷鸣般的掌声.....能亲耳听到这句话,我异常激动(而且直点头,本来就很辛苦嘛)
总书记针对青岛奥帆的筹备工作进行了长达5分钟的演讲,十分精彩,鼓舞人心,(尽管语速very slow)..我们这些临时演员各个听的聚精会神,丝毫不敢掏出手机拍照留念.
今晚时间有限,这里不能多说,
尽管又在雨中忙了一天(布置火炬传递起点舞台),
I still think that i am the luckiest one ,today.
一些照片供大家分享^_^
旗阵广场
今天的主要工作之一,摆明天用的护栏,(不用找,那些是工人)
可谓夹缝求生,往前迈一步挨枪子,我后退一步是大海~~!
祝明天圣火之旅在青岛一切顺利,!
(除了早晨4点起床)
July 18 As a Olympic Volunteer---Chepter 1 Before the StormEverything started because of the casual wind.
It flies around you all the time,and tell you the things that will happen next.
Walking on the road to Qingdao Olympic Sailing Center,I was expect what a day which was gonna be.
I thought it would be easy and I would finish my first day's work very soon.^_^ But , I ....am.....absolutely....wrong....
整个上午,除了茫然,无助,生疏,大雨,挤在一堆大哥大姐中间(这里可能只有我弟比我小了),唯一的兴奋点可算是拿到我的ID card 的一瞬了..
下午给别人办证临时人证时,那并不和蔼的狂风和大海尽头的阴霾似乎预示着:today is not a normal one
Typhoon is coming ! 所有工程部的同志们奔向主防堤----卸国旗! 那是却是预定下班时间,5:30
为了确保设施安全,所有临海的旗帜,标识,帐篷全都得卸下,战士,场地工人,领导,志愿者一齐上阵,奋斗在风雨交加的晚餐时间.!
3 hours passed, very quick,but also very slow.完成的,是4座大型帐篷和200多面国旗的保护工作.
Sky is getting dark, but not really dark,it's a beautiful one ,actually
SO i can't help to take some pictures with my phone(I can't wait to pick my camera in the office)像素低,见谅.
 When i walked out of the center,it' was nearly 9 . I called a taxi,but got off before my house.
I desided to walk by the sea for a while,enjoying my music,and recalling the whole day long. I found that this day is almost twice longer than the days at home
思宁学长(二中毕业)说的好:"我来这儿两个月,从没有加过班,你得到来真给我们带来了好运!
 晕Of course, I will never be the guy who will devote all himself to his work,and forget everything,so I want home all the day.
If you ask me how i feel ,I will answer you just in one word,
like John Britney answer the compere after he held his breath for amazing 17min04s and jumped out of the water,breaking the Guinness(吉尼斯),
GREAT
And i am really happy to share that feeling with u .:)
The wind is still blowing there......
July 15 A NORMAL BEAUTIFUL FLOWERHe was a boy,childish ,normal,and numb,but like everyone ,like you ,he got some one he liked, Though he was not sure what's going on,though it had already been out of his control, he still walked this way,a way by feeling,a way he has never walked.......a magic way..... Those days were happy,maybe,he doubted.But one thing was sure,he couldn't see the light, because the shadow was always there...in his deep heart... HE WAS LOST. One day ,he had a dream,it was terrible,but when he woke up,he realized,it was the truth,it was life... Angerly,Painfully,Helplessly,Holplessly,Desperately...... He made a promise:TO FORGET HER, FOREVER.... Unfortunately,that only plused the time he thought about her , He thought he had already gotten out of the hell,but he just fell deeper.... .............Time passed.............. ............................................ He forgot the time ,the life He was just ,...there... Once,he picked up a nice flower,he liked it very much ,he keep it in his pocket,in his dream,in his heart, The next day it disappeared,but he didn't notice,because he forgot it... .............Time passed.............. ............................................ ............................................. One day, He saw her once more only, He saw her by accident, The flower,onec drived him crazy, was no different form anyone else. (Ask yourself ,do you ever have the same feeling )
He simled ,because she should have been that ,,, Beautiful. I ask him whether he will choose the same thing if i give him a second time, He answers me: Yes,i will............End July 11 Today ^_^★◇◆☆
Busy day,
A little tired, A little crazy, But most of all, I feel Happy . Left home at 5 am. Return at 5 pm. Never try that, But I'd love to tell you, It's good.! Many things happened, Just in one day. Some I should do, Some I should not,really. Some I will never forget, Some just killed me. But I won't tell everything here to everyone, Because I don't need to, and frankly I don't want . Anyway, One should always be a little, improbable... If u wanna know,i'd like to tell you , in private:)
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